I think it's time for change, I'm transfering what art I like to my new profile...EternityUnknown.

So much crap, just all the time. I don't know what the f*ck I want to do with my life, yet there is so much pressure on me by my f*cking parents that it makes me sick. I just wish I could curl up into a ball and disappear from this wretched world. Anytime I fail to meet their overly high expectations they get pissed at me and make me feel like an ass for not doing better.

Whatever f*ck them. Anyways I continue to fail at life, dispite my desire to tell her. I just like being able to talk to her, but that is the problem, I'm afraid that if I say something it will become awkward between us, and I don't want that to happen. Quite the prediciment right?

Whatever, I just don't know what's going on in life anymore. Comment on my stupidity if you please. It's about the only thing I even have to look forward to right now anyways.

Well the new year is here, and my resolution it to try and stop squandering time. I don't want to wait to know what she will say, I had my chance the day before break and didn't take it. I also think I need to spend less time playing video games and more time doing school work. I enjoy playing games, but I feel that I'm kinda' throughing my future down the drain(haven't applied for college, et cetera). Well thanks for reading and have a great begining to this glorious new year.


Comment as you wish. See you next (or I guess this) year, bye!

The Isha Upanishad of the Yajurveda (c. 4th to 3rd century BC) states that "if you remove a part from infinity or add a part to infinity, still what remains is infinity". - Wikipedia

Infinity. All encompassing. What a sad concept. To be everything yet be nothing at the exact same time. To simultaneously truly know one's own worthlessness, and yet fail to comprehend one's importance. To always be the greatest and yet to be zero all the time. How truly sad an idea. So does this mean a Road of Infinity (sorry lame name) leads you to everywhere, or to nowhere? Quite simply the answer is both simultaneously(yes, I know, it's the second time I've used the word, I like it). What a truly great and pathetic concept, that is Infinity.

Comment on my insanity if it pleases you. *mumbles to self, looks up.* What do you want, why are you still here, if you have something to say, then just say it.

Well over the weekend I started to watch TrueBlood on HBO, don't know why I like vampire shows so much(don't like horror movies, ya' know), but whatever. Good show, but the story just gets stranger with every episode I watch(watch them on demand). Anyways it just reminded me of some of my older journal entries, [link] and [link] as both of these involve the supernatural, any ways whatever.